Some nice things i heard from Dj Dan (if i'm not wrong?)

Music. Everyone loves music. Be it Rapping, R&B, pop, rock, metal... bla bla bla.. No matter where we go, music is like always an attraction in our life. It's always bring us different type of emotions. And we're like everyday listening to it, and our journey had colors on it.
So the main thing he was saying was: Find the music that is bringing out color out of your life. Find that music that is filling your life everyday. And most important is let that music be part of your life just like your normal day life.

SO.... PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC.... MUSIC....

SURVIVED!

Its almost been a unbearable mental torture for the past few days. It's really driving me crazy.

Tonnes of trial & tribulation.
Being crushed as though there's no pride.
Facing financial obstacles.
Pressure from friends.
Balancing.
Doubts.
Lots n lots (i really meant super duper lots!) of constraints.

BUT I'm still standing strong, just like a concrete wall facing a incoming huge wave.
And never shall i FALL.

Its makes me start to ponder things around me. Is it just me? Or is it "them".

Finally became Officer Cadets in Training(OCT). It's actually not that bad.
A bunk that looks like an hostel room, a super rowdy area, a not so bad bunk mates and more importantly is i got my BMT buddy over there!!
Though may be enlisted in a rumor-spread "xiong" company but somehow i get to enjoy their broad-leave as well.. which is kinda of not bad for now.

More things are to come. But mostly are things that are more negative.

Sigh.. Gotta buck up. HA.

Well, there's a saying goes:
"Monkey see Monkey do."

I guess i about there, ha. Following what my dear best^5 friend did. =)
An analysis of my own personality.

Result of test:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.


Anyway, OCS Ramp-up training started and next week will be going in SAFTI to begin OCS journey. Though how much i wanted to go in the training, still the sudden pain still lies @ there, wandering around my shoulder. Grrr.. What an obstacle.
*PRAYING HARD that i go into a good company*

TWISTED ENDING.

Its all started with an ambush of a section mate...

AND...

It ended with an injured shoulder...

GRRRR..

Well.. something telling me to blog today, right now. So here am i, blogging on this particular space of mine, trying to figure out what's exactly in for me in the short term goals. (now that i'm in NS now)

1st: Focus on my dream, of cos.
Well, time is always an issue for me. Though there's a saying: Time is created by ourselves but still at times when a person is so tired that laziness hormones start to react.
Always wanted to do this, always wanted to do that, but excuses always come in the way.

2nd: Read more.
Does reading without understanding helps? guess not, its always good to understand something, but i guess there's more to buck up on. (For me at least)

3rd: Stay focus on God.
Outside House of God, temptation is everywhere. Well, its just not that easy to resist temptation. "Though the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak."

4th: Breakthrough in life.
For a better prayer discipline, for a better leadership. Most important is to shine brightly out in the marketplace.

Lastly: Be Fruitful.
Guess to sow a seed and harvest it needs TIME. And to cultivate a seed needs TIME too. But, i placed my faith on God, and "faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Words of God."


In conclusion: constraints is always there in our life, but its all up to us to remove it. No one could remove the sandbags on a hot air balloon except for the person who is in the balloon itself. Identify it and life will be easier and we are able to fly even higher in our life.

Wooooossshhhh...

Finally, its seems like all kind of hardship is over for now.
Finished Grandslam and Wanderers @ Tekong(heh, back to there)

Nowdays, don't really have the inspiration to write much and influence people over here. haa, but still it is a must to update once in a while. This is to make all my dear readers i still here!!! Not mia ok? HA!

Well, James gone to Austrialia, not for any holiday... but for WALLABLY training!! WOO. Heard that the food there is nice, the drinks is nice... the girls is nice as well... hahaa.. don't ever try to think what i meant over here!!

"To the pure, all things are pure!" - Titus 1:25)

Something that installed into my mind @ today service.