*zOoOOoOOOOOOM*

ZOOOOOOM...... A gathering ends..
zoooooooooom...... I am already in my year 3..
ZoOOOOOMmmM...... everything is changing...

How time flies. Ever since I stepped in poly life.
Sec thinking
- Wish to be an adult.
- Wish to be smarter.
- Wish to get rid of all the textbooks
- Wish to be strong in sports.
- Wish to be the best
- Wish for everlasting
- Wish for more fun
- Wish to be more mature
- Wish to be handsome
- Wish to be center of attraction
- Wish to have alot of girl-friend

Current thinking
- Attain wisdom
- Be good in everything
- Having 1 good girlfriend is enough
- MONEY!!!! Where is it?
- More achievement in my life
- More license
- More cert
- Explore the world
- More knowledge!
- As long as theres are people who know i exist is good enough
- Hope to be a child
- Burdenless
- Learn to lead and follow
- Better self-disclipline
- Better self-management
- Better control over emotion
- Get rid of my evil thoughts
- Protective of myself

3years... everything changed.
Not only myself, but also friends around me.

Events and events. There are soo many things i wanna do right now..
Sad to say, money is always the first issue i face.
Money and money.. ARGH... Where is it!!!

Just having 1 day pay isn't enough to support myself.
Just thinking of it, won't let you have it.
Just planning won't get you far.
Just playing will only kill you.
Just being lazy will drag you down.
Just being myself is Joy and Fun, but
Just acting like others is torturing ownselves.
Just by dreaming is an false hope.
Just forcing yourself make us tired even more easily.
Just letting nature take it course, it drifting away from you.
Just thinkingof the future, its stressing you.
Just forgetting everything is avoiding it.
Just looking at it, you formed a perpective and
Just looking deeper into it, you formed lots of perpective.
Just fantansizing about it will bring you terror and small little bits of happiness.

Just... Just... and Just..

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